She has cut/blocked off all connection, before she did though I could tell that she was going through a rough time... It was amazing what we had before she cut/blocked herself off. We had never physically met but I knew that she wanted to be with me... At times during a very deep meditation, I've heard her whispering in my ear, and constant images of what she physically looks like, and her favorite color being blue. *Sigh* Such a deep connection we had...
I want to be with her, and I have no idea how to say what I want to say except with this poem titled the same as the thread title.
To The Chick I Love, With All I Am:
I have vowed to wait for you,
Even after you said adieu,
This love complete & unwavering,
Although this pain be laboring,
If we never meet in an eternities time,
Identify these tears being my only crime,
These tears on the left showing,
Which I always let freely flowing,
These being of pure innocent love,
Always will I share with you thereof,
With these tears on my right,
Showing only the pain in my sight,
All this & more being hidden within,
Stands the love we could have shared as twin,
Just know in your mind, body, soul, & heart,
I am going to now depart,
Knowing this truth to be running honestly,
Keeping the throat open consciously,
For all this pain that I feel inside,
No longer being bottled to hide,
For if I am to be alone in this life,
I will keep standing tall & feel no strife,
Though you may have chosen another,
Just know that I can be with no other,
Only you I want to walk with side by side,
My inferno now almost having died inside,
Perhaps from past deeds or crimes,
During the lives of other times,
We now live a dual solitary flame,
Where once stood two perfectly aflame,
Complete as one I do proclaim,
You are the only reason to light my inferno,
With us blazing fire eternal,
I hope beyond hope that you can truly heed me,
In no certain manner I wish to decree to thee,
Know I love you, no matter what path you choose,
Even if I am the one, to lose.
Thank you for taking the time to read this!
To The Chick I Love, With All I Am
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