Weird realistic and scary

[Howla Dark]

Hi,

Last week I dreamed that I found a jar of beeswax. It looked like honey. My partner got it for his DIY in the garage, as he does many tasks. He was smouldering a little to turn it into a glue or something and it had a strong sweet smell and he told me it was the "cyanide" in the beeswax!
Later I was upstairs and put some honey in my mouth. It tasted really nice and it suddenly occurred to me that I was eating that jar of cyanide wax!
In shock I spat it all out. I rinsed my mouth with water to get everything out. I made myself choke to spit out what pieces I swallowed.
It upset me that I could die after eating that. I blamed my partner for bringing that stuff home and blamed myself for being stupid.
The dream was scary.

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

with beeswax in particular, i think of: "mind your own beeswax".
i'm thinking that your dream is speaking to where you place the
boundary between yourself and your partner... does he have a
"private life" that doesn't involve you? does his personal life somehow
carry a threat to your personal life?
these are questions for you (and you two) to sort out.
my instinct is that you aren't in any jeopardy [unless you make it so!]