I'm not entirely sure but I think I am in love with another being. It is as if everything I do is because of him, and will lead to him. I have dreams of him, but I haven't met him in person yet. It is seemingly impossible that I would ever be with him, and yet somehow I feel so strongly that I would easily vow faithfulness to him if he were to show up on my doorstep tonight. The even funnier part is that various relationships Ive had have basically had barely any feeling to them. I feel almost as if I just haven't clicked with anyone; but I know that me and this cosmic being would be the most harmonious pair. I have been feeling this for a few years and it appears to be at a climax right now. I can not get through the day without thinking about this being, wishing for his presence.
I must finally be with him before I go mad!
I am grasping various concepts of how I would help him manifest in my reality. I do not know. I would be grateful of any proactive responses.
-S.