Please does anyone have any thoughts on this?
I had a lucid dream that I was in some sort of building with lots of different people. The nature of the venue is unclear. I saw a black man in my mind's eye and at the same time heard strong male voices in my ears. Then I looked down and saw a clock radio, similar to the one I have but this one had a massive long ariel. The clock radio seemed to be moving about on its own and my first thought was 'an alien.' Then I panicked and thought to myself that I was seeing the black man as an alien, which is absolutely untrue.
At this point I started to fly around the room. I clapped my hands several times to prove to myself that the dream was indeed lucid. I saw men and woman - I think some of them were only heads
but fortunately this didn't seem scary. I was feeling quite sexual and decided to look for a partner. I finally found someone suitable and I think we started the 'act' when I was aware my heart was pounding more fiercely than it should. I remember moving to another room and someone asking me whether I needed a doctor or a matron. I said 'matron' and gave a reason but sadly I don't recall what it was. The matron appeared. My heart was pounding violently (the sensation was very vivid) and I was terrified thnking that it would come through my chest and I would die. I took the matron's hand and put it on my heart so she could feel it. Then I woke up to see silvery patterns on my ceiling, very pretty
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I spent some time in meditation last night talking about my health condition and my desire to be healthy if this is in Divine law. I do get strong palpataions with my heart but it is under control and never as bad - fortunately - as I experienced in the dream. My heart was fine when I woke up.
I was also thinking in meditation about non judgement.
I wonder if anyone can make sense out of this dream based on what I've said?