hang in there gytukas7, you are at a great age, and life is just starting to open up for you! I find it so sweet, that you feel so deeply, and on the other hand, it can be good to have a little thicker skin too.
Amy G so hit the nail on the head. A lot of ppl are able to be on the internet, someone they would never be in real life. It is a safe place to roleplay and share. You said it, virtual (not reality). Don't take this girls "running away", as a slight to you, she may be unable to face realities of her real life situations, she may too, be young and not emotionally equipped to..........(fill in the blank).
So do keep loving yourself, taking care of yourself, and being yourself. You are your own best friend and neighbor. I know it's not always easy finding acceptance in this world, but some ppl do love unconditionally and properly. If one does not, forgive that in them, and becuase you know and seek proper love, you are able then to show another a better path, for both of you.
Many here love and care about you, so keep chin up and keep loving.
(oh btw, get skype video calling, it helps progress a relationship from virtual into real, a little better, imho, from experience, hehehehe)
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