Card reading rule NR one: Do not read for someone else without their consent.
Better questions would be "What can I expect from this connection in the future?"
Or "what can I do to attract love in my life?"
And as general advice... stop latching on to someone who doesn't want to be with you. That year and a half you've been doing that is a year that won't ever come back, and a year and a half wasted from meeting the man that does want to be with you and make you happy.
You could've been totally happy in love and relationship if it weren't for this latching on to someone that left your life. People do so for a reason ya know.
Another tip for reading: when drawing cards for stuff like this you only read from the cards what you want to hear and see them say.
Let it go. Heal, move on, and find happiness again.
Time is the one thing you cannot ever get back. Not ever! Think about that before wasting it on someone who doesn't want to be with you.
Sorry if this sounds harsh, but so many people seem to do this stuff. And trust me, a few years older and wiser you pull your hair out over having wasted your precious time.