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How many times do I have to be asked indirectly if I'm schizophrenic before we can establish this is very real? I don't hear voices. I hear one person. Its never been peaceful and I still tried to take the high road countless times. I dont know why he thinks it ok to torture me everyday. The only thing I'm guilty of is having the balls to stand up for myself. Since I wrote my suicide note(his words for reaching out here) I've opened myself up to even more. I guess I should've elaborated on the pain I experience. He can vibrate my whole body to almost unbearable levels and I can't stop it. He can somehow "squeeze" my left foot. Now he says he's demon and living inside of me. I know this sounds ludicrous. The only positive thing achieved so far is the locust sound has become almost a whisper.
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