I apologize if I'm too hardcore. I promise I have tried to end this peaceful numerous times. I don't know how to be a victim and don't care to learn. There's got to be another way out of this other than insanity or death? I've seriously been tortured for a year now.
The jokers goes by "Satan" I have no clue if he's a member here. I asked for his version because I suffer extra while writing this because I am not sneaking this by him. I don't understand how this works. He always is saying 'it's not supposed to go this way."
I tried telling 2 friends in the beginning I was hearing someone and he can cause physical pain. Anywho their reactions made me think I had to suffer this alone. Fast forward one year and I did a little research the other day and ended up here. So I'm humbling myself and asking if someone can point me in the right direction, help, or mentor?
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