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Hey,
I don't know how I found your post. I've been suicidal and I've done drugs(anything that feels good) unconsciously coping, I've picked up cigarettes and joints, I've been 5150 if you know what that is, I've been in mental hospitals, Diagnosed with schizophrenia, got some meds. I've almost died drinking and driving, Been to rehab. I could go on. Sometimes enjoyed all these bad things honestly. I just wanted to say I struggle everyday to think positively. I say I want to live and I love myself. I may not believe it when I say it, But it makes me feel better.
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