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Originally Posted by Ewwerrin
ok more good stuff. I checked on my last appiffany and it was a big realisation that is not capable of being put into words but the words was good enough to point in the right direction. And I have found very big confirmation.
This thread started desperately, but it worked. because I kept going at it. i wouldent give up. no matter what. I did the work, regardless of being too tired....
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Appearantly this is from the 7th dimension and upwards.
I'm so sorry about the lame self contradictions that caused me to maybe have indirectly caused the actual full recording of the realisation to be deleted. Can't do anything about it.
This quote is the only indication I have of what might've been there.
I guess the main clarification is that everything MEANS nothing, and nothing MEANS everything. It is the meaning. The definition. The value. Where one realises it all, and it all means nothing, and then this lack of meaning, suddenly becomes THE VERY SOURCE of new reality. From that moment forward, every meaning that is given, every value that is assigned, is what becomes a reality.
IT is the absolute deep deep core of all that exists, and how the being, the consciousness, creates from this deep core, a dream. By defining it in some way, that then becomes the meaning that is received, by the appearantly "meaningless" reflection of the reality.
It is the prime radiant. The absolute freedom to create infinite possibility, in the zero-point energy, or god source, nothingness reality, that is of the 7th dimension and up. Well that's what I've heard it be called. The realm of God.
Like all these things we perceive outside of us, are like a meaningless beings and becomings, that are hollow and empty. And the moment we choose to believe that it means a particular thing, that meaning becomes a reality that is then experienced and explored.
Similar to the idea of how energy expands in order to contract, created in order to be experienced. Flowing outward in order to be perceived back inwards. Like a torus.
My understanding of these things are so fractured. Ofcourse there are those who say "You forgot all of it, so that you can remember all of it again."
But that makes no sense. I somehow feel like there is big remembrance coming and integration and unification and wholeification. In the future. But always the future. But really, my hopes are set on the future. Because so few people actually talk about these things from a place of remembrance. And clear mindedness.
And for some reason, I have agreed to remember it together collectively, with the collective. And it is impossible to comprehend what that will look like. Imagine everything being fake, the entire universe becoming a dream. Before our very eyes.
Often people think that's some kind of death that occurs in order to realise that. But for some reason I don't think that's gonna happen. Because death already did happen. We are simply not in that reality. I am not in that reality. Even if death occured, it woulden't mean anything. So I don't see death as the point or way of or towards anything at the moment.
But whatever it will be, we might aswell call it death, because it is impossible to imagine it. And death is like that.
Ok, for me maybe not death. Because I've wanted it too much and for too long, I don't even care about it anymore. My ego is dying 5 billion times per second and nothing changes.
What would I do in nothingness? Whoever I truely am, would instantly become a dream, manifest. But if all infinite reality loses meaning. Forever. And nothing changes... Then... Why am I here? Why am I dreaming about this?
Maybe my true self, is in the dream, and this is the counter reality to the dream, like a counter dream. A dream within a dream. And I seek to become coherent with the original dream, to remember the god source from which both came. And then what? Just to realise it all means nothing again, and I already did that, and it got me here. So why am I here?
To write this... So... What? For whom? Is it all predestined? Is it all a meaning? No.
I have no emotion, right now, so does that mean I have no believe? I am experiencing this for real, so there has to be a believe.
I need to seek some information.