I keep getting this feeling that I should speak my mind, but at the same time I feel embarrassed and ashamed to speak my mind. I can't go into all the details but I often feel as though I'm the only one in the entire world like me. Only my close friends and family know this secret of mine. Still I get the feeling that I should tell more people how I really feel and that if they don't accept me then they are not the right people for me. But still I feel so embarrassed and alone that I don't tell anyone else. What can I do?