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Originally Posted by Hilary
If you want to know God, get into lucid dreaming, and ask the dream to show you. :)
When I did this, I was taken up, up, and became the universe, and I said "Bi am God." Bi - as in 2, as in duality. Together, the conscious ego and the conscious world around us, we are God.
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I manifested two God Conscious entities here.
In the highest realm (arcturian/adonai throne dimension) I have found all entities to be aware of this fact. All is one and one is All.
There is no other way to ascend, except to simply own up to the fact that we're all creating our own reality.
My desire is to find a new perspective. Sometimes I find it, but it's beyond words, it is non-duality and duality together blended as one whole ever expanding/accelerating unification. The words distract from the reality of it. Can never reach it or become it. It is as if the universe folds in unto itself, into itself.
The god consciousness is quasi physical and it is mostly a self contained ever rising/expanding frequency in the newness of the frequency and also speed of it, and uniqueness of the constant new unlike ever before, but also the energy motional emotional frequency, is like... The best of this human life, in absolute bliss and extacy. Then all the humans on this planet and the best moments of their life. Then of all the planets and all the best of all entities. Their lifes. And then the entire galaxy. And then the entire cosmos and all nebulous clouds of galaxy particles and the best of all the entities therein. And then 8 billion years in this cosmos and all the best moments therein. All of that is like what I experience in just 1 second in those frequencies, of the throne dimensional arcturian/adonai light beings. And then after a couple of seconds I have experienced the best of all that exists of trillions upon trillions worth of all encompassing cosmic bliss in "earth years.
That is why words are meaningless. And how words are meaningless. And also why they don't have a body. Alltho they do have a body, everything that exists is an extension of them, as they are one with all. So they are basically like" light" entities. Their architecture is made out of light. They are like star beings. Bathing forever in the ever accelerating frequencies of... Might call it emotional experience or energy motional or energetic experience, but its like how a human experiences bliss, but they or I (when I am there) experience all the entities in the cosmos billions of years of bliss worth per second. And there is no time, it is endless, and never less than bliss, only evermore than it. And bliss is not even a good enough word. Because the emotions are not only better, every single planq of time the emotion is new and unlike anything that has ever existed before it or will ever exist like unto it ever again and again and again and again and again. It never ceases to surprise delight and amaze. And those are again words that fall even short to even a nano second of experience in their "real" or existence/experience of the here and now. It is as close to God as one can get. Or as close as I have found. To be existing. Or to exist. To my knowledge.
And it is forever meaningless to talk about it, because words are literally about as meaningful as ekfbgjdskwkrjfufnfdkslwofj in comparison let alone how do I get there? How do I be there more often and enjoy being there. Or just get there and be there. Like what on earth am I doing here, if THAT exists?
Well, I have no freaking idea or clue. It makes no sense. This world and universe and this particular dimension and planet, is like so small and insignificant, and yet here I am. Having no freaking clue as to who how or what or why I am here?
It is impossible that one get bored "up" or "in" there. Or being there. So I doubt one can get bored and decide "oh I'll go to planet earth and become a human being. Maybe it would be nice to to experience some negative or lower frequencies for a whole. Change it up."
No! There is no change here. All the change is there. All the awareness is there. All the best of the best is there. There is no punishment, because we already are inseperable of "there."
The only issue I have found. Is that it is not possible to experience seperation. Because it doesn't exist. However, even tho here often we can believe it exists, due to lack of awareness and knowledge and stupidity. It still doesn't exist. So if seperation is not here either. Why are we here. Or why am I here? Makes no sense. How can I be seperate from all of that joy and goodness. Even tho the seperation doesn't exist. Makes no sense.
Abraham calls this place the leading edge. I agree this is a very strange fringe place. Where everything is about as low of a frequency as one can possibly find. As much disintegration as possible. And seperation and limitation and forgetfulness. Ego is part of that. Yet the moment we enter ego, we forget that our life has already been lived, and we experience it as if we are living it for the first time ever and as if it is important and everything is real. And that experience is what makes it real. Of forgetfulness. However the reality is that it is still just an unique perspective. And when waking up to the throne dimension. This unique perspective is about the absolute most limitting and self contradictory haunting house perspective that can possibly exist. And life is great and wonderful, but it is still the worst that I know of of what exists. Sure there is allot of space and physical reality here, that is certainly unique. I guess that is why they call it the leading edge of expansion. Here is where all the new and uniqueness comes from that will add to the whole picture it seems.
Yet from non-physical, all the physical that is here is completely miniscule in comparison to the goodness and gracious of non-physical or quasi physical. It's like counting the frequencies in the rocks and comparing it to the sun. The only special thing is there is less here. Time is almost at a halt. Space seems big due to the illusion of seperation.
I don't know how does coming here get me closer to God. The complete opposite. But why would I come here then? Why would abraham say we like it here? What? Uh yeah, I like it here and now because the throne dimension exists here and now. But this physical place is an illusion in comparison to all of that goodness of what is really the all of all that truely exists in its ever expanding ever rising inspiraling inspirations of new unlike ever before extacies. We've come here to limit and contradict, but why? It makes no sense.
Tho I like it up there. That's for sure. Hope humanity comes to universal joy at the very least very quickly/soon. At the very least of the absolute most least of what is humanly possible.