And you find that which only comes with experience and learning - not 'book learning' but real learning. Greedy, selfish and power hungry provides platforms for experience and learning, it produces heroes and villains so perhaps in being disappointed with it, understand what it does and how it fits in.

We're all going Home one day, wherever and whatever that may be, but until then there's a job to do. Wherever I hang my hat, that's my home.