I'm starting to see that I was being needy when first posting here. A relationship is about so much more than constantly needing attention and affection. Actually if you ask me a relationship where one needs constant affection isn't healthy. So I apologized to my bf. Luckily he was accepting. In the meantime I feel I really need to do something about this constant need for affection. Yes it's normal to want it every now and then but it's not normal to want it as often as I do.