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Basic topic summary: I have depression, social phobia and OCD. I am filled with rage, fear, and other negativity on a regular basis. I have begun to indulge in negativity constantly and I "enjoy" it in a sick way I don't understand. For example, I listen to explicit, graphically violent gangster rap constantly. Even worse, I look at real footage of war, terrorism, torture, horrible accidents, and other violence. I have had many paranormal and/or spiritual experiences in and revolving around dreams as well as directly when I'm awake. I've had a lot of weird things happen more recently. I feel that I am under assault from demons, negative spirits, or whatever it is out there that is negative. I fear that my emotions are being fed on and manipulated by evil spirits. Please give me advice about what I can do to drive them out and heal myself wholly.
Please help me.
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