I got out of bed and tried to ap about 4.00 am. I saw the time and I thought how can I when my eyes are closed. I became alert when I realised. I messed it up and I could have got out. This is why we need to keep practicing so we do not keep making as many mistakes.
I am persevering more but not as much as I would like to. I am hoping to get more determined to practice.
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