Past Life "Shadow Self"
Does anyone one else here have experience with digging into past lives and discovering that they have had been a very bad person/people?
I have been plagued by misfortune for much of my life, and as I have confronted past life and ancestral issues I have seen vast improvement. But one in particular, a past life, has me nearly in paroxysms.
This one was so bad I am nearly in shock. The things I had done are so against everything I care about and stand for, and so incredibly horrible, that I cannot even process it and I have been nearly in a daze for a couple days.
In a way it has brought me comfort as I know understand that world and spirit are loving and magnanimous, whereas before I was torn up because I did not understand why I had such misfortune.
But I am also deeply hurt by this revelation. I feel as if my very existence is a crime.
Has anyone else had similar experiences?
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