he always wondered
how this something that he is
could actually be?
But that seems one of those mysteries
lost in the depths of time.
-------------------------------------------------------
he wishes again
things could be different
with a her
but he has been down so many roads
found so many inexcusable ways
to believe in the unbelievable
only to get denied
once again
and now he doesn't have the heart
to give her another chance
and even at that
he knows
he has to hold on
for dear life
because the last time
he came to this conclusion
she found yet another way
to ruin his life...
so he has to close that door now
too
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