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Hello,
My understanding is that every human is an Immortal Spiritual Being. I appreciate your question applies to your current life expression. You feel different than those around you.
I myself do not think taking medications to suppress the energies within you(emotions) is really a good idea. Which is why they do not work and you get upset/cry/angered. In my mind it is better to learn how to deal with your emotions rather than trying to eliminate the ones you do not like.
We are all star childen. We have 23 pairs of chromozones unlike any earth creature with 24. I would say that you are on a spiritual quest at this point in time. Your desire being some kind of awakening or self discovery.
Have you tried meditation to put your self in a state of mind for spiritual contact? The ability to connect with your spiritual team would help you a lot as I see these things. If you have a better understanding about your eternal nature it would help you to make sense of your physical reality.
I hope that my thoughts on these things will be helpful.
John
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