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Originally Posted by I guess I'm not special
I apologize if I'm too hardcore. I promise I have tried to end this peaceful numerous times. I don't know how to be a victim and don't care to learn. There's got to be another way out of this other than insanity or death? I've seriously been tortured for a year now.
The jokers goes by "Satan" I have no clue if he's a member here. I asked for his version because I suffer extra while writing this because I am not sneaking this by him. I don't understand how this works. He always is saying 'it's not supposed to go this way."
I tried telling 2 friends in the beginning I was hearing someone and he can cause physical pain. Anywho their reactions made me think I had to suffer this alone. Fast forward one year and I did a little research the other day and ended up here. So I'm humbling myself and asking if someone can point me in the right direction, help, or mentor?
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Hi again...please don't apologize. We are just trying to understand in order to help if we can. Am I correct in thinking this is not a person in the physical sense, but a voice you are hearing , that is causing you torment?... If so , I would assume you are at breaking point , and desperately seeking help. It would appear to me that you really are trying to fight this , if the voice keeps saying "it's not supposed to go this way"... But I'll be honest, I have not had any experience of this myself, and therefore can maybe offer no practical help. I am hoping that other forum members , that have perhaps experienced this themselves, can help you more. All I can offer is someone to talk to if you feel the need. Elfin.