[Ordnael]

Had this dream today, though it was not in my list of quests to go looking for my deceased uncle. He died of cancer in 1994, when I was 12 years old.

I found myself in a building in the city, though I live in a house in the countryside. Strangely I flew off from the apartment balcony holding one of my underwears, but I was fully clothed. Initially I had no idea in mind, but as soon as a landed on the street I started looking for my deceased uncle.

There was a guy walking there and I went to talk to him. I'm assuming he was a friendly instructor being, like Hermes, the one with wings on his foot, because of how we interacted.

I told him a bit about my uncle, said that he taught me how to pray when I was little, but he was trying to open my eyes and make me understand that in truth it was something unreliable. Basically I was doing my best to give him a good impression of who he was, but he was showing me how people are imperfect, his standards were high, so I couldn't convince him.

-You don't know where he is then?
-No, but there's someone who might be able to help you.
-Who?
-Call the Guide.

As we stood there in the street I called a guide, and this man arrived. He was driving a convertible car with two steering wheels. I jumped in the front seat, then I realized the fairy was with me, because she jumped in the back. She said:

-Drive.

I don't know how to drive, I only ride a bicycle, and to say the truth I don't even like cars, so I told her:

-He is the one who drives.

Now I'm a bit upset about it because I've seen what happens when I don't follow her instructions, but I just couldn't do it. I thought it wasn't necessary and I didn't feel competent enough to hold the steering wheel, what if I caused an accident?

Anyway, I wanted the dream to be efficient, I wasn't too thrilled about going for a ride, even in a convertible car with two steering wheels, so I asked him:

-Is there really no one here on the Astral Plane that can tell me where his soul is?
-No, we would have to go to another realm to find out.
-Ok.

As soon as he started driving I woke up.

I'm sure he was my Higher Self, because I didn't recognize him, and because just yesterday I made a drawing of us three together, the fairy, my Higher Self and me, but not in a car.