More then anything else the OBE’s I have had gave me evidence and great confidence that there is more to this existence then just being human. I did not seek an out of body experience, they happened spontaneously. I had no longing for them and no idea about them. The first one freaked me out to the point that I focused to get back into my body, and then I got up and ran out of the house trying to get away from it after being put back in my body. I later talked with a Mahatma who told me that my OBE was a gift and that I had a lack of surrender. Subsequent OBE’s were very incredible, harmonious, and always ecstatically beautiful.