I've had "experiences" too - but hey, it's not about 'you' or 'me'. It's about what and how those experiences might inform oneself to grow in a very genuine spiritual way,

i.e. so that it doesn't become part of one's "storyline" and ego self but so tha one grows in self and outer love, inner humility, and compassion.

Love is the most misunderstood word in human language, but by my estimation, many Masters got it right - Rumi, Buddha, Jesus, and the like.