Indeed you are, by comparison heaven is unfathomably better.. you will inevitably see what I mean some day. Everything outside of Heaven is hell no matter how good you think it is. Your happiest moment is still a hellish nightmare by comparison to Heaven. I'm still here because I couldn't handle the intensity of how good it is. Picture the most peaceful you've ever been.. then multiply that x100000000000000000000.. it's something like that.. you can't fathom it.. you just won't understand until you do. What's really scary to me is I know I've only seen a tiny little bit. There's a reason the bible says to only fear God.