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Originally Posted by asearcher
Hi spiritual freedom, thank you once again for your help :)
it is good that i can stay as my present self, just hope i don't get flashbacks from this other past life in the meanwhile.
first time i heard my past life last name was when having a memory of someone being at the entrance of a building in vegas and saying mrs before saying the last name. even before that a friend of mine who was medium said as if it was the most natural thing in the word - my first name. when i put the two together- bingo. found her.
from my memories she felt very much watched there in vegas. one time something happen and her husband ordered some type of bodyguard type to escort her back to the hotel room and itw as no question if she wish to go or not. she was ruled. because of what was going on in that particular moment she got both frighten and angry.
i would remember her going forth and back in her car in the red desert. those days she was not allowed to bring any children along, it was as if vegas was children free. she hated being either torn from any child or her husband, she wanted the family together.
i remember after the break up he would pop up most likely earlier than she expected because she open in her robe when he had rang the door to fetch the kdi and opposite the street he had park his car (open) and there sat a beautiful looking woman. I think he did it to try to rub it in that now as he was single he was going to see others.
i would eventually many years later get affirmations through some of those who had work with her husband and they would say he was jealous, controlling of his wife (moi, who was a housewife if any one was to be jealous it was suppose to be me, not the other way around). they said he would order that if ever she call they had to find him pronto and they had to continue doing that even after the break up. there was a recall that one time she had call - when divorce and all was up in the air - and that poor someone had to throw himself away to give the message and the ex husband was shock that she had been the one to call to call her right up again.
i would find that the ex husband would by own admission explain that when married they use to fight about his gambling in vegas and one time he made the remark that wasn't that better - that he only gambled - instead of, ok gonna use his word here - not sure it will come through - "screwing around", like he had been a good boy so she should just not make such a fuss about his gambling habits.
I do remember before the strong feeling of being insecure about him telling her if she only knew how common it was in that world that people, made no difference if they were married or not, were not faithful. I think she kind of went into her own shell, even more so than before, after that remark, like he thought he deserved a price of something for being faithful. also one time the experience that if she only knew what he had given up to be with her.
during the divorce court showed that he would usually call her all through the nights when she was home and he in vegas, and he too would state he would start to drink. he would make it impossible for her to get good night rest and she had to get up early in the mornings, take care of the kidsetc. But in honesty i think he made those calls too just because he did not want her to think he was out there somewhere in vegas, being unfaithful to her. about his many and in time expensive calls this way, both day and night, he would just state that when he was away from her, his family, he missed them so much. i do remember her feeling frighten of him when he would call one time and they would say good bye but then call again soon after when she was sleepy. she loved him but she was at times afraid of him and it was a problem, especially when hearing him little drunk. then again their marriage was clearly under stress. it could not have been easy for him either.
these are not my only bad memories of vegas but i should not add more to the list.
i do remember her loving the beach. one memory i have is she was there with her child and all of a sudden she see her husband, or ex husband - i don't know which - it was one of those 3-5 seconds flashbacks, and he is dress like business men were dressed in vegas (and other places too i guess), and he looks so out of place with his dark suit - because this was the beach, a sunny day. and he walk with a stern look at her, them, don't know why. like he hadn't even taken the time to change.
I am happy you have had happy experiences. i am only curious- if you don't want to be reborn, want to break the cycle, is there another way that you can still keep in touch with your soul group?
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If by soul group you mean your current physical family.
If you want to contact them, If they are in the physical dimension, I'm very sure that by staying on the duplicate dimension of the physical like a ghost to them will not work. (and LOTS of stupid people try to do that, and keep being stuck here!)
Therefore I think that you will have to be on a higher dimension, and try to send your message while they have dreams with repetition & consistency until they get it as the best way to help them.
The knowledge of how to go dimension up & down, and how dimension works is crucial to get freedom. Most people don't get that.
That's why you can see lots of people roaming around on the duplicate dimension of the physical completely lost.
Why I can, and they can't travel multidimensionally up & down at their own will?
Because I achieved my powers & freedom by having the guts to explore while having a physical consciousness.
That's why OBE's are not a hobby, are critically life top of the list to master & control
What is physical death, than the final OBE?
I think that the main reason why most people re-incarnate again, is to completely flash-out painful memories from a bad life experience and start again fresh without any memory at all.
However the consciousness records all life incarnations, and you can watch them all like video catalogues if you want