Thank you everyone :) I have read up about spirit attachment from this link and agree it is about me changing to then lifting my energy up, up.

It can be all sorts of illnesses, a simple cold, anything really. Then again they have discovered I have something but it is something I can live with and it is not dangerous (not how it has been with someone else we knew), but I have thought if it brings me closer maybe to the other realm (???) and maybe then that explain why these things began to happen (???). I have a husband who get easily worried about my health, but it can come off the wrong way (and has!) so it can instead create negative feelings between us and has, so it has become a source of conflict instead.

I hardly dare to write this but now for a really long time there has been no poltergeist activity in the home and last time I got sick I did not experience anything abnormal like I used to. So that is good, I think :) But I know I have written that before and then it starts again but still it is not the way it used to be. I have never been exposed to anything like this from previous homes. Former owners also would tell us later on activity but they thought it was a loved one or so they claimed that had passed over. however some of those description sound very much like low level energies, not the work of a loved one having past over. The home also has a history of pain. This was suppose to be our dream home and instead I feel my marriage got worse and it was almost as if those maybe-negative qualities of my husband that I was perhaps aware of got worse. He's on the autism spectrum and has refused to move, I would try to show all sorts of properties because my main concern was that nothing should happen to a child or us, but he was set on the home and not to move and it has been something that has divided us. He is someone very sure what he wants and what he don't and he wanted this home. He would himself tell me crazy stories what he had heard, experienced, and seen even when I was not around (at home), but he would just still ignore it and wanting to take charge of the home and saying it was nothing dangerous. Til this day I think he is in conflict of what he has experienced.

Before I think I had a bunch of repressed memories, traumas from a bad relationship with a psychopath, or thought to be a psychopath and fit that description, and I think that created some sort of scar on my aura, a crack if you so will, that I needed to fix. I had apparently much unlocked fear in my system.

According to one medium there was especially one being, spirit and I felt this one especially so when I got sick with something.

Even if me sorting out any past or present traumas and all still kept me at a lower vibration I think it was better that way than for me to have it locked in the way it had been before even if my mind then prevented me from remembering. My mind have impressed me, LOL, to be able to do all that. The only reason why I felt I had to go back to that chapter in my life was because of the disturbance of the low level energies. Otherwise I would just have let it be.

Even if I today am not quite my old self before all that and I am guessing my vibration is not as high up as it ought to be, should be, I don't have the old fear I used to have, I've addressed those.

Thank you everyone for wanting to help.