I've had one experience too where I went out, cant remember anything, had no lovely apparition, NDE to my recall. Am let down, really, when I think of all the beautiful stuff I could have experienced, LOL. I was confused when I got back and asked about my baby, how my baby was, as in thinking the baby was sick, just as I was, but wasn't.

However, this said twice when I have left my body, one time when fainting caused by pain, I went up and it was the most soft and lovely feeling in the world, no pain, harmony.

The other time I felt such love for everyone. After that me seeing the beauty in others, their inner beauty and physical beauty make no difference to me, got present, and I close to always have to think of pretending I don't see it, feel it.