I am sorry for your pain. I believe we travel in soul group and yes there will be departure but also reconciliations and in between you are still connected. Time is only here on Earth I think. Over there it don't exist so the time you have "wasted" suffering here before on Earth without a loved one or loved ones will not matter in the end. The ones you are with now is part of your soul group. The ones you will meet that will be special to you is too part of your soul group. You are not alone, even when you think you are. I understand your pain though. I still miss few people from my past life, but I can also recognize few that has been reincarnated with me.