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Accidentally opened my third eye...
I have posted in several other threads that during these past weeks (and quite possible the following), we are experiencing problems with my father's health.
He was admitted to the hospital twice this month and due to restrictions we were not able to be with him, only see him once every few days...
After many phone calls and many talks, I have partially lost my trust in the doctors of that hospital because their descriptions were always contradictory...
I had no physical control over my father (to be with him and help him out I mean), nor did my mother. We are two women alone, trying to make heads from tails and asking our family doctors as well...
As far as actions are concerned, I did everything I could within my human limit... and I got desperate... (also this is a time when my belief system regarding the existence of God is severely shaken, so I have both problems to handle mentally...)
Long story short I remembered meditation and that you can send healing thoughts to your loved one. I did some reading, I put on some meditation music, I sat comfortably, calmed down as much as I could and I started envisioning my father healthy, walking together and chatting happily on a pier in the city that we all live in. I focused on that, and only that...
After (for what it seemed a couple of minutes), I had the strangest pulsating sensation on my forehead, where the third-eye is supposed to be. I... looked at my sitting self, and I saw a third eye, open as if it was waking up from a deep sleep, closing and opening, looking around...
immediately I felt a surge of energy, my sense hightened, my envisioning became clearer, I could see my father's face looking at me happy and proud, and my hand on his lungs (where the problem is) and strings of blue energy going in and lighting him up.
I could even see my happy face as we walked and went towards my mother who was waiting for us at the beginning of the pier. We were all together, health and happy... I was even cracking jokes at them and making silly faces...
After a while, I could not handle this surge of energy... I could not control it to continue the vision... It became heavy... I withdrew slowly and I opened my eyes with this pulsation in my forehead still going... It was not unpleasant, but it was strange.
I tried doing it again the following day, but my visions would be disrupted by my grief and anger towards the doctors...
Forward two days later, we went to the hospital to get some news on my father because we could not find anyone on the phone. I found a nurse and asked who the doctor would be for this evening's shift, and she told me she did not know... the moment she uttered those words, time seemed to slow down, I felt my third-eye pulsating and I immediately knew that she was lying her butt off...
My sleep is a little bit better than before after the accidental opening, but I do not know what to expect...
Can anyone shed some light on this?
Is it safe to use it again to envision the healing of my father?
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