I read them all right but there were, in my view only, inconsistencies in the way you articulated this invasion. I edited out demonic for that reason - i.e. because I read your posts and on reflection.....

I can't bring myself to quote your opening post here (edit: because it saddens me - I know about unhappy childhood but my outcome was different /edit)but there were things like you felt a sorceress had attacked you - which seems unlikely unless there was a good reason or someone paid them. And then you say "There are people who can help me in simple ways, but go "Well I don't wanna, and I don't know anyone who would do that for someone, seems a bit odd"." Which itself leads to further questions.

And...given I know nothing of you - your profile is blank. I don't know if you're a teenager or an adult in biological maturity, your gender and so on, so I, like everyone else inevitably have to make assumptions.

I feel you must ask yourself why people decline to help you in simple ways...

However, I'm stepping off this thread now. I said my piece and like us all, wish you well, that you find healing and attain some joy from life which is your entitlement. Oh, and I ALWAYS use the edit button. I don't know where I'd be without it.

Let peace be yours.