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Read Daughter of Fire, by Irina Tweedie. She experienced the same stuff you describe after being awoken by her Guru. Also, there are many texts from the desert fathers describing their similar ordeals with the dark energies. I do not know your situation, but if you are near a Tibetan rinpoche who is qualified to eliminate entities, it would be helpful. Online, there are a few reliable exorcists who can remove spirit attachments, if you cannot get relief from local sources. I find no better tool than the Vajra Guru Mantra, but ymmv. Christ is also a good friend in the dark. In addition to some of the other advice offered here, turning your mind away from distractions and holding tight to the mantra is the ticket. It is quite powerful to smash through the sticky webs of the deceivers.
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