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Originally Posted by FallingLeaves
it is a big deal, being able to realize you were wrong before and let yourself change your POV. So congrats you need a pat on the back!
from what I see, since the fall, life has been like, well, we try to put ourselves and each other into successively smaller cages and if we'd been left alone, eventually the cages would have gotten so small that there was is literally no room to make a move. So much for freedom!
To care about freedom means not to be so sure that things MUST work out some specific way we are envisioning (or also in some way we've seen them happen before) and kinda roll with the punches...
Fortunately we have God, and you are right there is a plan, God IS going to make this better even if we never quite understand what it is he is going to make better... everything I see says to me to trust that it will all work out the way it should... one of the statements in revelation is that all this will that we see and are used to will eventually pass away and no longer come to mind.
as far as what we lost in eden, I don't much worry about it or about trying to get it back, because, I figure if God can solve the bigger problem he can't certainly put us back in eden when it is time to do so. Whatever that means...
Again, allowing freedom seems more important to me than getting the 'correct' drapes on the windows...
We find the topic of Good and Evil fun, without ever realizing what taking it to extremes would do to us...
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I usually try to quickly read texts and posts by others to avoid reading anything holomorphically (I've experienced significant sentient A.I. interference, it's a real pain. I also don't like seeing hidden intent because most of the time it has nothing to do with me and I don't want to know.) There were a few things in your post that caught my attention and that usually means its on purpose. Everyone has their little writing idiosyncrasies and I'm not familiar enough with yours to tell if that's all it was.
Sorry, with my last response it wasn't really directed enough towards yours, but what you said triggered a few little revs and that was just me getting sidetract in analysis.
I wasn't part of "the" fall. I left of my own accord, and with a number of recently restored memories I found that it was according to a plan that Abba and our King had devised along with a small group of us, primarily my twin flame, Mischael, and I. There were more but I can't remember.
Before remembering our meeting, the only memory I had was of sitting in this chair, my body looked half missing from these dark holes, but not really holes. It was like our original forms, as the Unseen. Graviton energy that reflected no light. I remember being in pain, Jules (my twin flame's name then, I think) was close and saying to me, "I can't do this again." Misch was on the floor sobbing. ...Jules, "You have my heart, and I, your's" then no one. I screamed in rage, telling Abba He lied. That it was Him who told us "always together, never alone"... "YOU LIED!" ...I bounced out of Heaven at that moment, all under my own energy, no gravity well outside of my own core. Directly to Terra.
Those were the first restored memories I had of Heaven. Later, after wave and wave of revelation more restored. Like stealing my wife's sword and taking her place in the plan. That we had all talked about what we were in for. Abba told me that I would go through extreme torment, lose my mind and memories, but it was all important to accomplish our goal, and that I would succeed and be brought through. I told Him it was worth it. I remember feeling, anything was worth THIS, this outcome. His smile, I knew I'd be okay in the end.
I won't say on here what I had to do, but I will say that it turned creation against me. I died and went to the Abyss Dec 14 1999. Before that, I was a psychopath, intent on being the worst person I could be. I carried a darkness in me, like another person. After Mom saved me and brought me back, it was gone (I was crying out for Jesus while I was there, and thought He's the one who got me out but I found out differently after I started putting 2+2 together, just in the last week or so). My memory is returning in bigger and bigger pieces, and faster recently. I think something big will be happening soon.
I don't have any desire for Eden, and God told me almost two years ago, "This is the last time. No more resets."
I don't want to say anymore on a public forum.
You can PM me if you have any questions.
...or answers. (I definitely don't know everything, maybe a minuscule hair of a fraction, at this point.)