Hello original poster.
Yes. What you have described has happened to me as well. I have a garden place I envisioned when young. It remained stable for a while but has grown more chaotic over time, and the scenery has begun to become a changing force.
I still enter this space. Personally I've dealt with it by accepting that it is subject to change. I don't want my meditations to become static.
I have created a new place as well, though I have not entered either space for a period of months.
Namaste and I wish you the best of journeys.
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