[briam]

i ask you guys out there. i have this brother who is dependant on alcohol no matter what we say to him he can never change as he has been like this all his life. we don't speak very often has he talks aloud of nonsense when he's drunk and does not remember the conversation next day well we had not spoken in several months as he is always changing his mobile phone i had a miss call the one day from an unknown phone number i don't normally call unsolicited number esp. if i don't know who they are from tele sales reps etc. well i called the number has i have with held number anyway it was my brother now I'm getting to the interesting part you knew that connection of warmth you get we your chatting to somebody you well all of a sudden that dropped and there was this feeling of emptiness nothing narda like the feeling of connection had just been switched, my brother gets extremely bored very quickly if he's not interested but I've never experienced it over a telephone conversation in person yes normally your mind is engrossed in something so the connectivity would not be noticed so was this coming from him, i am somewhat an open person so many things can come my way when things happen i don't have to focus my mind only if I'm in ego think inking . things just come to me