Based on your reply, you seem to be focused on reacting to stimuli, instead of focusing on what you want: "kind of indifferent as to when", "when I have to get", " if I physically wore myself out", " having my mind in the right state".
So, when you want something, your subconscious isn't taking you seriously.
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Everything expressed here is what I believe. Keep that in mind when you read my post, as I kept it in mind when I wrote it. I don't parrot others. Most of my spiritual beliefs come from direct channeling guidance. I have no interest in arguing whose belief is right, and whose is wrong. I'm here just to express my opinions, and read about others'.
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