It is most natural to cultivate such states,BUT there are levels and tests that have to be mastered.
So strap in for the time of your Life if you proceed to cultivate.
I fail many tests but I am not trying to cultivate anything other than Divine Love itself.
Life leads you to where you need to be.

Also I should state the above is only my opinion based on my own limited experience.


EDIT: It dawned on me that you may benefit from ACIM (A Course In Miracles)