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I'm not a psychic (yet, hopefully) but from a psychological perspective, it sounds like your brain is processing the embarrassed, ashamed and powerless feelings that you went through over the years by those scenarios. A part of you still feels like this and needs processing of what happened. The recording and laughing at you in your dream is probably projecting how you have felt in a visual way.
That's just an assumption. Sometimes we have bad dreams that don't mean anything but showing us how we feel and putting those feelings in the laundry machine. so to speak.
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