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Old 14-11-2018, 04:22 AM
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what interesting is that mine respond differently to different things, different prayers, places and so forth.I know where they originated from. They even have british accents! They are literally like a miserable peanut gallery, mocking and having rude comments about virtually everything. They are perfectly content being as they are. Difficult to transcend for a variety of reasons. there are times when i do meditate and i feel them repelled by me but it's difficult to sustain. I feel like if i was medicated maybe my projection would over time discourage them.

Seems like they in their parasitic way want to experience emotion through a person so they attempt influence. At times i have intentionally gone into deep prayer just to **** with them, or pushed for purity of thought, which is difficult to sustain as well. Hating them is like a emotional trap to their advantage. Rising above is the only way. Glad I can comment here, help me think it out
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