with all do respect she is loved and I believe she feels loved but this is till going on. what i fear it is - is maybe because she is as open as she still is, and maybe because she and we share the same blood and we are close. she's an upbeat, positive, giggling, strong minded little girl - and we all love her to bits, but she is still a target. we can keep her safe here, in this real world, but not what is happening with the nightmares and the low levels. i wish i did not respond in this negative way, Utopiadreamchild, and I thank you very much for wanting to help out :)