[briam]

Im sorry Happy Wanderer my eyesites not as good as it used to plus the screen very bright have wear sun glasses sometime mediums can be born with mediumship abilties but that does mean mean they want to persue it all it means for those people who not born like it they have to work harder to acheive there aims to be of service to the spirit world im such a person and i was not ready till i got to a certain age yes it can be nerve racking to stand in front of fifty to a hundred people not wanting to fail if you are atruely open person and th3eres nothing coming forward all you can do is say sorry folks spirit are not operating through me tonight and dont feel bad about it honesty is best policy it will mean you have a clear consiouness