We create what we believe at the time, I had a visit from yeshua as I interpreted it back in 2014 because at the time I believeed in the bible and so my experience was backed on the bible then in 2020 I no longer believed in the bible and so my next I counter was with the snake god Kah
Bottom line is that these experiences seem to be completely dependent on are personal beliefs and so I'm not sure how these encounters are supposed to help mankind beyond the individual person because there is so much that is subject to the person that I can't see how it helps any bigger picture.
Ps I love you explanation of how it feels you explained the feeling very well.