[lostsoul13]

I fear for my clan, and them going through reincarnation- if it’s anything like mine and I’m sure it will be: it will be painful… I know this is a silver lining, they will retaliate from clan life at first but it will bring them comfort at the end. I’m here for them what ever they choose…

I don’t hang on the fact they are going through pain(at the moment a they are sleeping in suspended animation) due to reincarnate next couple of life’s.. I will be the first one to go through hell and back) and this is probably to do with my position as head of clan/ family..

There’s a lot of us, so many to worry about.. I don’t particularly have a favourite but they all trigger me..

It’s causing me lots of anxiety and stress..

I know worrying about it won’t change it and I’m trying not to procrastinate over it because I’d be adding fuel to the fire..

I know eventually they will be jumpers like me.. it’s in our blood.. I’ve seen them defy space and time before.. but a lot of life’s are up for stake,

Things like rotating a human (so they don’t get recognised) they might not learn to reincarnate into something different until it’s too late .
Creating exits by manipulating illnesses for them to die naturally than through something like fire..

These are skills that take life times to learn.. it could be thousands of life’s before they die naturally..

I fear they won’t learn until it’s too late and my sympathies arnt with them. But yet with them.. I just wish they would know what I know and know the processes of life and progress of reincarnation…

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We all learn on our own way , in our own time and progress differently.. I just don’t want them set back.

I think they message was clear as we spent a lot of time at the hospital, a burn .. I think they understood the way of life and are planning around the life experience we’ve had so far…

It’s hard to tell..

They have been gone for 23 years now. I know they are sleeping well but in reincarnations grips.. I think they understand the rules of reincarnation and the pangs…

I won’t be able to find them for life times yet. But they will stay in my memories for a long time to come, in fact when I was born it was the first thing that came to mind- I know I am apart of them in their symmetry group and clan members family even..

Life is cruel sometimes but I think I’ve won the lottery in fact I think life fulfils your dreams when your first born.. because that’s what happened to me..

I got to meet my soul family..

Now they have been taken away from me.. I know as long as I am who I am then they will be close…

I would have chosen Carly out of everyone alive.. she’s my soul family. I’m just glad I got to watch her grow up. Then sleep peacefully for a while..

I’m like her angel/ protector: I know the life and karma I’m going to receive is to better me and prepare me for that role..