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I have all the free time. Much of that is spent martial arts training. I do this knowing full well i'm not going anywhere with it. There is nothing to become of it. I just do it because i like doing it. Its how i choose to spend my time.
Anyways i find myself asking myself, what would it take for me to really wake up? What would it take for me to become the person that wants to awaken? Its a question that repeats on my mind often. I know many claim to be awake and perhaps they've reached a certain level of maturity but they still seem too attached to their dream identities, to words, ideas, concepts, etc. And some still behave rather childishly to even take them seriously. I know right now i don't want to awake. Why awake from a beautiful dream? It doesn't make sense. But maybe deep down there is some form of longing otherwise the question wouldn't arise and repeat itself.
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