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Old 29-05-2017, 11:25 AM
Shivani Devi Shivani Devi is offline
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Severe Ankylosing Spondylitis

Stupid doctors who don't know what they are talking about...

Diagnosing me with Functional Neurological Disorder when my two lower vertebrae are fused and I have 'windows' at L5 and L6.

So, for the past 6 months I have been getting symptoms and they have been getting worse and worse...

I already have severe scoliosis...I was born with it.

Now, I can hardly move and get out of bed whatsoever....and I cannot walk anymore...at all.

I have pain and incredible heat radiating up my spine which is in no way kundalini related...it is a physical thing and I know the difference, but the pain in every vertebra of my back is incredible.

Added to intense vertebra pain, there is pain in my hips and knees like severe arthritis there and I cannot put any weight on them whatsoever, they just crumple...my ankles and the bones in my feet are also very sore.

In addition to this, I am having inflammatory bowel disease...basically crawling to the lavatory because I cannot stand up....and there's a tightness in and across my chest where my ribs are starting to fuse also...it's so hard to breathe now and the pain in my shoulders is incredible...I thought I was just having a bad flu or something but it's much worse than that now.

I have a hunched back, I have blurred vision, I cannot sleep, I am constantly fatigued and dizzy and I am getting to the stage where I cannot raise my hands to even feed myself.

If I go to the doctor, they tell me it is anxiety...bulls***....anxiety!!! I am the least anxious person there is...THEY make me anxious with all their rubbish!

Far be it for me to 'self diagnose' here, but when I look at this disease online, I can tick every box and then some...it honestly feels like I am going to die...my whole body racked with pain, if I breathe deeply, it hurts...if I eat too much, it hurts...if I roll over in bed, it hurts...if I try to stand up, it hurts...if I apply pressure to any part of my skin, it hurts...neurological disorder, be damned!

Lucky I have God on my side...my 'Divine Doctor ' who basically told me what is going on when I was like "that's IT...take me now...I've had enough...I cannot stand this any more!!!" Every night I lay down and I cannot breathe...I prop myself up with so many pillows...then, my neck starts to hurt incredibly.

Yeah, so God told me I have this...Doctors know nothing...even though my spine is totally degenerating now and the latest MRIs have shown this.

There's pretty much nothing that can be done, but some symptomatic relief would be nice that doesn't involve NSAIDS because they make my stomach bleed.

Some prayer would be good also. Thanks.
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