i was thinking today
I never realized
for a long time
how addicted I was
to trying to get what I want.
It has been kinda a theme
all my life
that I would try
but I just can't...
but today I saw,
how much of a prison it is
to go throughout one's days
that way.
enslaved to the next thing to want
the next thing to desire.
And now
I'm sorta glad
for whoever decided
I shouldn't be satisfied
and get what i want.
In some ways it sucks.
But in other ways it is beautiful.
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