I haven't had friends or serious relationships in a very long time. To me its been a blessing. But i didn't always feel that way and it hasn't always been easy. At times i would like someone to talk to about certain things. Express my emotions to. Hard to trust. I'm big on loyalty and many have proven to not be on the same page in regards to loyalty. I guess you learn to be much more self sufficient and emotionally strong. Less time dealing with unnecessary drama and other distractions. More time to focus on yourself, your growth, and pursue dreams and passions.
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