For me it has always been a part of my life, I just didn't chose to acknowledge it, for fear. It start with very vivid dreams which I had as a Child. about six years ago I started becoming curious about them,. Which lead to lots of reading and self exploration. From there I took classes in mediumship and joined a closed circle and attended a spiritual based church and several other types of groups. Through this process I continued to learn more about myself and connect with my Heart which resulted in releasing a lot of the EGO. From there it lead to a fasination with Mary Magdalene and I am now able to channel Mary. Who before 4 years ago I really had very little knowledge of. Spiritualism for me is connecting to your heart, soul, spirit which inturns connects you to the Universe and all the wonders and joy it has to offer thus the laws of Attraction.