from an early age my subconscious was busy locking all the doors lol... partly it is the ongoing feeling that I'll be rejected(which by the way immediately came true any time I dared challenge it) but more than that I've got this feeling I'm being punished for past sins sigh...
as far as being weak I don't see you that way, you are outspoken, and seem honest. That isn't for the faint of heart as I'm sure you know...
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