You sound very knowledgeable on the subject. I appreciate all your advice. I am going to make another attempt at trying to view it myself. Last time it was mostly all white and come to find out that can be produced when you have caffeine.
But I do need to do more introspection. Additionally I am going to try to learn more about the ETP Xan was talking about I did a little poking around and just the little I found seemed very useful.
Thank you