I adored him. I didn't want anyone else. Even when I dreamt of other men I would experience sadness and weeping in the dream while I tried to understand why my husband wasn't there.
The problem is, my heart is so guarded now. I am depressed all the time, my self-esteem took a huge hit. So, right now I am between hopeful and miserable all the time.
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Penny for your thoughts... ♥
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